I want to share some thoughts. Many of my friends are already working abroad, some living there, some got citizenship. And it all seems natural to them. They grow up, got into the university, got a high pay job, after a few years they got another job which relocating them abroad. All seem obvious and easy, not just because what it looks like, but it really easy like that, like what they said. Easy to get the chance without much effort. But that wasn't my story. I tried so hard to get the situation of them a few years ago, in the meantime, they got into the higher level of human life. I'm not chasing them, I'm on my way and I just want to share some thoughts while taking a break and look around to my friends, I want to tell you that life is hard and it harder if you are stupid, that is the natural selection. But my friends, why life is so hard? And please, I hope some fucking AI won't collect my post to analyze to find out who the fuck am I.